I woke up this morning with one familiar question in my head.
"Good God! What the hell is happening to me??!!"
Of course, the issue only appears when there's something wrong. And something... is definitely... off beam.

Because this problem is pretty common, I will share it with you people.

I -- like -- Arif.

He's occupying my head more than Wafi is. I don't know. He's not very much boyfriend material (or so I think). But I really really like him. We've got so effing much in common. Including... the incapability to communicate continuously. We wanna talk to each other, but... there's just nothing to say... !

This morning I wanted to break up with Wafi. But then he suddenly called me and I just couldn't. Whether Arif has feelings for me or not, I think I need to break up with Wafi. It just feels wrong to keep him like this.

Intense training begins again. To level sixty.

Tira