Am sleepy right now... (-.-) We're having an open house here and I'm still in my dress. About two weeks ago, my maid "accidentally" destroyed it and made holes. Now my tailor fixed it and it kinda looks better... It could be much better xD I can hear the gorilla and my young cousins outside the room wrestling. Maths today was difficult... so was BM... I am not sure which one is tougher =/
I met up with kaka as usual this afternoon.
Tira: Kaaa...
Kaka: ... ?
Tira: Kaaa...
Kaka: Ah?
Tira: Atu... =/
Kaka: ... ?
Tira: ... Si Jyuu inda sayang aku lagi ah...
Kaka: *groans*...
Tira: ...
Kaka: Ia priksa wah! Priksa! (Exam.)
Tira: Manada. Kaka priksa. Bukan ia. (No... You're the one who's taking the exam. Not him.)
Kaka: Aku sama ia sama wah.
Tira: =/
Kaka: Tumbuk ko karang.
Tira: *Lu See tune*: Bah okay lah. Siapa jua peduli kan?
Kaka: Inda. Tampar saja. Karang nangis tia si Jyuu. "Tiraaa! My Tiraa!"
Tira: *silent "hmph"*

I didn't cry in the class but I really cried in my room after that. Because... there was that some thing that told me she doesn't care about me anymore... I talked to her about some things and she just said "entah kau ih". Like... she doesn't wanna get involved... =/
And I cried during Maths oso... xD I was really emo early in the morning... Then I decided to go for a walk alone during break-time and get some "pretty" food. That is, if you consider droopy tuna with veggies "pretty" xD Geez... But it worked anyway. I became much better xD Ahahah...! Ridiculous me, huh. *presses ear*... Kids are so noisy... =] ... =/
*thinking... tapping keyboard, yawn*...
I'm trying to make Lu See proud here... =/ I guess that's as close as I can get to making someone proud... In a matter of days... ... I'll probably stop laughing... This life is so scary... I feel like everyone's leaving me... What have I done so wrong to deserve all this...?

Something in me was dying
And my heart was heavy as stone
Hard as I was trying
I never could find, find my way home

And your voice came out of nowhere
Be my friend and give me your hand
Let's take off together
And then we can live wherever we land

Something in me was broken
And my thoughts were bitter and ill
My world was blown open
And I couldn't see and I couldn't feel
You said be yourself and think of me
And you know there's nothing to fear
Let's make plans together
It's time to move on and get out of here

Girl, I need you
Don't know what I would do
Will you see the story through?
It's a cruel world and I need somewhere to hide
But time goes by
And you're still on my side

Something in me was sinking
'Cause my hear was heavy as stone
I gave up with thinking
I never would find, find my way home

Waiting
Searching
Turning over
Running round in circles
And I've worn myself out
Hoping that we'll always be together
Yeah, we'll always be together

- "Something In Me Was Dying" by Keane.

Li.ttle B--r.oke_n w.Ords

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Arit