Ah... Okay, here we are... I was just chatting with Nina, my closest cousin at heart. The vibrating laugher and... saliva gun xD We were talking about Jyuu... as I'm really depressed right now... I messaged him earlier that I loved him so much with a crying emoticon. Two crying emoticons. He hasn't replied. It took me about ten minutes to think of something effective to say... And in the end I just can't bring myself to tell him that it's alright if he doesn't love me anymore and it's alright to break up. I was crying rather hard... The stupid trouble with kaka, is that you can't be emo and speak your emo mind with her. Funny, though. She said I could tell her anything. Cow. Every time I share my emo thoughts or doubts she either says I'm negative (in other words, paranoid probably) or she gets angry and fuching blocks bloody me. Either way, she wins again and leaves me crying for even more reasons. Honestly, I'm not being bloody negative! Anyone would think he doesn't love me anymore!
Tomorrow starts out end of year exam, kicking off with Maths II and BM I. I haven't studied much. I was holding the notes in front of my favourite show until eight. Then I went upstairs and cried while thinking of what to send to Jyuu. Then... not long after I did send it to Jyuu... *jeng jeng jeng* Sufi called me. We talked about some things and I kept laughing. I'd like to post the conversation, but HellGirl is on in about eight minutes.

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I love you, B...

Arit <3 B (^ ,^) <3 <3 Kishy kishy... ex'o'ex'o' xD