HOURS AGO.

I don't feel like blogging nowadays, it feels like life has no meaning on sitting right here, facing the laptop, typing of what you do everyday. Heck, it's so boring.

Second monthly test is the end of next month, and I've been telling myself I can start studying tomorrow, when tomorrow reaches, i'd go for tomorrow's tomorrow, when tomorrow tomorrow reaches, i'd tell myself, tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow. And tomorrow will NEVER COME ! by now, i'mma say ; tomorrow lah. =p

Nowadays, my hands have been making friends with needle and strings, combining to become cross-stitching. I LOVE IT. i just made a sunflower, the leaves look weird, but god, did I spend three days doing it. It's NOT easy; you have to move your hands y'know. ahahaha. I've started off making my name, and i'm half way there on teh "LU". i'm getting bored.

Hey, have you ever had this feeling of , when you received a message, and you wondered if it was him/her? Then you start to get this tingling feeling inside of you, so you rush to click on the "open" button, and you feel so excited, just the few seconds of loading the message makes you feel like it's been ages? Well, here I am, having the exact freakin' feeling, but heck, you'll never see me being emo, or talking emo infront of you, maybe for a few minutes, but not for days, and days, and days , and days to come. Most of the time, I act high, and hyper.

YESTERDAY.

I was staring at the table blankly day dreaming, and thinking, and I didn't realise that Zai was staring at me, daydreaming. She said I looked sad, well, yeah, I AM. But I told her I was high, might not want to ruin the reputation of a hyper-active friend yknow. And she just laughed.

RIGHT NOW.

I feel cold, frustrated, mad and bored.
1] Cold, because the air-cond has been turned on since 1 p.m.
2] Frustrated because I don;t know when the come-back would be.
3] Mad, because of some retarded annoymous stranger, and selfish friend.
4] And BORED, because I completely DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO NEXT.

For now, I'm just worrying on number two. And totally pissed off on number three?
This guy, I don't know, suddenly popped up on my chatting space, and I decided to be nice, and chatted with him, instead, I could be playing DAYCARE NIGHTMARE, okae? lol not important, but I CARE.
conversation ;

RETARDED ANNONYMOUS STRANGER [RAS] : ALO.
Lus.26 - i;ll live my life with no regrets : Heyy.,
R.A.S : How are you ?
Lus.26 - i;ll live my life with no regrets : not so good.
R.A.S : why? what's wrong?
Lus.26 - i;ll live my life with no regrets : personal problems.
R.A.S : ohhh, just tell me, i will help you
Lus.26 - i;ll live my life with no regrets : I don't know how to explain
R.A.S : just tell me how you feel.
Lus.26 - i;ll live my life with no regrets (feeling annoyed, but digging some stupid reason out) : i'm frustrated. some love problems, i guess.
R.A.S : oh, frustrated or desperate? lol.

Not wanting to chat any longer decides to do this.
"Lus.26 - i;ll live my life with no regrets has just signed offline"

ISH. firstly, HE WAS THE ONE WHO'S BEING SO BUSYBODIED TO ASK ME? secondly, I hate being called desperate, and that's final. PLUS THIRD, WHAT GAVE HIM THE IDEA OF ME BEING DESPERATE ?! and that's why blocking him, is the best. [:


and i'm signing off now.