Hii... "Shadow Hearts" is playing in my ears right now. Whoo, I love this song.

So anyway, I "skipped" school this morning and ugama with my *prs gang to Masin for another course. Some of them couldn't make it, though.

*prs: Pemimpin Rakan Sebaya. You know students sometimes get shy to tell their problems to the school counselors, this is why we exist. You have counselors among your friends that are called prs(es), which I like to call PaRaS to make it short. It's for chosen people, though. And I don't get how they just pick us. '_'??

Syafei couldn't make it because he was having his khattam. Sufi had to go to the ICC for something. That Girl Who Her Name Escapes Me had her place too flooded due to all that rain. And... some others. So there was me, Haji Adib, Nazihah, Haji Ridhwan(sp?), Irham and... four other girls whose names escape me too.

Ever since I confessed to Sufi that I had a crush on him, he's been treating me differently. And now I don't think he wants to be my friend anymore. This morning he didn't even bother to look at me, let alone talk to me. I was wondering why he stopped replying my miss-calls and messages. What an ass. This sucks.

So after checking our attendances, we went into the bus, which was a gigantic freezer on wheels. And the teacher just kept us there for a while. Irham was looking so so so hot. Geez... Whoo! So while the teacher was busy outside for a while, the two Hajis fooled around. Hilarious clowns... xD Then Haji Ridhwan played his guitar and sang Indonesian songs. He was really really good, man. You'd be surprised how looks can deceive you. People might say he looks like a human ape, but he can really rock a guitar and sing tremendously. Whoo![<= Influenced by 2C hooligans already.]

We arrived at Masin and went into another refrigerator we call the Multi-purpose Hall. I have prepared well with my jacket. But not well enough. The temperature in there was literally numbing my hands off. We did some activities there and I once again fell in love. We were divided into groups randomly. And the there's one of the boys in my group who looked like Syamimi with bugger eyes. =3 He was from... Smas(SM Awang Semaun), I think. Everytime I looked at him, my heart thumps harder. My friends were, like, "Rau, napa tah ko diam ani?" And I grinned at them and said, "Aku tlah jatuh cinta (again)..."

Then during breaktime, we went out. As we passed, the Masin people were whooing and screaming at our appearances. Then eventually, there was an announcement ordering them to stop. They were freaking loud, man. That was probably the first time I heard someone lecture the school through... announcement, really. They served free delicious food, by the way. Whoo... And there were three meals throughout the whole day. Whoo...

The next breaktime, Haji Adib, Nazihah, Irham, "Ayu" and two Smas students joined us to explore the school. I think it was twelve-thirty then, so the school was almost empty. I found the place very impressive. Well, duh, it's new. But I thought there were more than too many air-conditioners for those special rooms. They use a lot in those rooms for teachers when they could give it for the students wah. The teachers don't need to freeze and the students need justice. And I didn't get to see Hafiz. But I walked with sexy Irham. xD Whoo!

Okay... When we returned to the Hall, Irham tugged my jacket. He said, 'Si Hazwan Smsua(SM Sayyidina Umar Al-Khattab) mau bknalan sama ko.' I couldn't believe my ears so I asked him to repeat. I was, like, "Is he joking kah??!! Someone actually wants to get to know me??!! ME?? ME??!!??!!??!!"

Then a guy wearing purple pants came up to me. We said hi and introduced ourselves shyly. We exchanged addresses (e-mail bah). His name was Hazwan. He's really really tall, or maybe I'm just too short. But you too might think he's from form five, man. I was surprised when he told me he was form two and he's thirteen. Wow, I thought.

But still, a guy actually likes me??!! So sue me, I'm not one of those hot girls out there. I'm not pretty Lu See. It's not every year a guy walks up to me to say he likes me. At least not like what Hazwan did. He's not much of looks, but he seems nice. After all, if hot guy Ihram hooked us up together, there could be something in it. xD

Anyway, I miss kaka... Literally too.

Arit