I'm slightly depressed... I need to talk to Arif... I feel like he's bored of me... (._.) *sighs* I won't blame him.
Maybe I should start introducing him to... me. I think I've been being Tira all this time with him. I mean, Tira's, like, the perfect innocent goody-two-shoes. Me? I sometimes look for porn, and I call the guy who's opposite of my room a gorilla. And and I'm quite the couch potato. And and not to mention I'm highly dense.
... He doesn't know he has a monster as a girlfriend.

I just never bothered to change myself for anyone. But now there's Arif... I never thought anyone could make me want to change. I wanna be a better person... I wanna be able to tell myself I deserve this young gentleman, this hilarious scrumptiously hot slightly-poklenese nerd.

Excuse me for saying -- I want him.

Tira