We went out during Science today. The teacher asked us to find insects, namely grasshoppers. We looked a bit nuts there. I wonder why they think grasshoppers are icky...? They're green, aren't they? I don't know what's my point here. I just don't find them as dirty. Jeer couldn't help saving one of them from being a lab rat. And I... fetched a red and yellow... exoras...? You know, those really tiny flowers that are usually red in the bushes...? I put them on Muadz's table. He either didn't notice them or he just let it fall to the floor. Oh well, right...? Just hope he doesn't think I've lost it. Does he even know it was from me...?

I know Leong hates me. I just know it.

- Six years ago -
Kaka: Hi.
Tira: Hi...
Kaka: Siapa nama mu?
Tira: (Nur) Raudhah Nadhirah...
Kaka: Banar wah? Nama first ku "Nadhirah"!
Tira: Oh *smiles*

She's always been the one to care less. My cousin, Aziara, didn't like her. Well she still doesn't. So at that time I was the one forced to ignore her.

Kaka: Hi!
Tira: *ignoring*
Kaka: Umm... look, I'm sorry, okay?
Aziara: Did you hear something? I don't think so. Maybe it's just the wind. Do you hear anything?
Tira: No...
Kaka: Come on, Tira, please talk to me!

I guess it is karma. I remember her forcing me to come to school everyday just because she wanted to spend more time with me. I remember her calling me up to check up on me. But that was only because she wasn't popular then.

"It's been six years. You can't expect things to stay the same for that long," said Harmy.

Maybe I am living on my memories. But... so be it.

Tira