Ka... I know this isn't a very good time... but... I haven't told you I love you for quite a while... So... I really love you...

Arghh... how hard can that be... Of course, I'd have to be ready to get a "wtvr" or some other unrepentant reply *sighs*...

Okay... here goes...

Anyway, I watched Spiderwick tonight. Might say it was awesome. Just not bad at all. It did get me leaning forwards. The people watching were just enough to count.

Oh she got off again. Stupid xD

I cried again. During the movie, I mean. I don't really know why. I was having fun... when I felt that something was still missing... Like there was an unfilled hole in my heart. I didn't know what was going on but when I intended to draw out my tears, they spilled alright.

What's wrong with me...? Why am I not completely happy?? Don't do this to me... I wanna be happy!! Don't do this to me!!

It's scary... What if... What if I'll never know the true meaning of happiness anymore...? I don't want that... Well who does, really...

If my heart were to talk, kaka would hear

Don't do this to me... Don't turn me into something I can't be...

Of course, I'd expect another "wtvr" xD

So okay, that's the end of another emo speech xD Sorry.

Arit