How may I start with today? Lets just begin from the top then.

I've been feeling really blue lately. Lots of unbelievable happenings, have happened within a blink of an eye. I'm really speechless, but "neh-mind", I don't want to bring that moment up again, or I'll cry like, freakishly long. It's stupid how people can be such a goody-too-shoes in front of you, and suddenly you hear different things about you, from other people. It's disappointing how such an exaggerated bad news was spread around the place without even being sure in the first place. And yet, I never knew this would happen to me.

I am, however still in the process of slowly forgiving, and giving up on "something". Which is not really that important, but that nasty bit should be kept, right in my brain.

Anyway, I'm currently sitting with Al due to some changes in the sitting plan, and it's waaayyy better than sitting with that annoying dude at the back seat. Lately, been having almost everyday of fun chatting with Naj, Glade and Al. Naj is the bomb ! Her expressions, are totally exaggerated, which is like, goddam hilarious. Al and I were laughing like maniacs, man. We both laughed till we cried, and we laughed soooo loud, the whole class was staring.

Anen, the way Naj and Glade speaks chinese, is like, sooo funny luh. It's like, they simply use the words, which is why it's damn damn DAMN ! funny. Ish, I love them. ahaha

I also had soooo much fun chatting with Al today, and like, she always goes home during lunch break, but today I forced her not to go home, but noooooo, she just HAD to go home, because she wanted to take a shower. -.- I'm like, "okay, I'll go to the toilet, and you find your mummy." Then I thought she'd be like waiting there after she met her mama. BUT NOOOO, after I pissed, I went out of the toilet, to find NO little girl, Al, and I'm like, "sayyy whhhaaattt?". So I thought Al would be like, waiting in the class, so I got upstairs, but she wasn't there. Didn't really much panic though, 'cause, 90% of the possibility would be that she got home. Then, "BOOM", I fell asleep. Hahaha was pretty much tired.

Then, during corridor assembly, Al came, and I'm like, "Where'd you go?", and she said she went home, which was true, and I asked, "AIYA ! You didn't come and tell me, I went all over the canteen to find you." and she was like, "REALLY? Oops, just now I wanted to tell you, but then, my mum kept pulling me to go, so yeah."

Anen, it was KH class, I told Mr. Nicholas that I wanted to change group to Al's, but he wouldn't let me. He said something like, "If you change, then all the other people would want to change too." Then me and Al were like, "If you don't tell, I don't tell, who would know? And besides, they wouldn't care anyway." SHEESHH. horrigible.

AND ! I have sooo many assignments, folios, presentations and orals awaiting. Damn, never knew there would be B.M oral and English oral. I think I'mma screw up in all of them.



xo; Lusier