Don't you just hate it when you miss someone, and you just can't seem to reach him or her even when they're just a mile away? sucks.

I can't believe all the guys can't make it to Sunday's outing.
I can't believe they all have tuition to go to.

It all seems like some nightmare I can't wake up to. How upsetting it can be, when you're going up to some place only once in a blue moon and not a crowd can make it to your arrival. I don't know. Well, at least Tira's going to be there. If she's not, then I might as well not fly back to Brunei then, that's all.


Well, two days ago, I finally went over to my relatives' place. A whole bunch of my cousins were there, not to mention one of them bringing their girlfriend along. So when we arrived at their place, at that moment of that time, right at the spot, they were trying to light up the fire crackers. So, we got off the car, and then it started cracking. It scared the frick outta LW, 'cause she jumped when it happened. Kinda creepy. =/ Then I covered my ears, to prevent myself from early deafness. But you know, something strange happened. At that moment, when the fire lit, I didn't see any happy faces from anyone. And not a sound either. In fact, the only sound made was, "AIYAH, SO LOUD ! VERY NOISY AH". Somehow, I was quite disappointed. 'Cause you know, I thought it'd be like those movies, where the fire crackers burn, and there's a crowd filling the house. All the people'd be wearing long gowns and screaming happily. You know, nothing works that way in my house. :(

And you know what's more upsetting? It's when after the crackers were burnt to ashes, one of my cousin just threw the cracker away, and went inside the house followed by the other relatives, quietly. Then I was like, "say what?! That's it?!!". But you know, that's the way it is. So all of us went inside the house and had dinner. After dinner, we just talked and talked. Then bro played some games on the tele, and boy, was the monster scary. It was huge I tell you ! So nothing exactly happened, and we drove off to another relative's house, and another, and chatted until about 11 sth? Yeah, guess that's about it.

The next morning, mum decided to invite my relatives over at my place to have dinner. Then bla bla bla, talked, bla bla bla, ate, bla bla bla, pc-ed, bla bla bla, and so on.


I'm off now.
Lusier