Friends was just way out of the question when I needed them.
I need my very own shoulder, right now, right at this moment, right at this second.
I need to cry.
I wanna throw my stress into the toilet bowl,
and just flush it away.

I miss you,
Tira :(
PJ :(
Rey :(
Er :(
Mag :(

I miss Hasan. :(
I miss my best buds from Brunei. :(
I miss everyone I've left. :(

I miss goody-too-shoes, :(
I miss nice boys. :(
I miss the silent-ness in class. :(
I miss being talkative, and never worrying of not knowing what to say. :(
I miss not being stared at when I'm trying to be funny. :(
I miss being random. :(
I miss being happy. :(
I miss having a friend to laugh with. :(
I miss having my very own chat buddy. :(
I miss going out and skipping 5 minutes of break time. :(
I miss not studying in the afternoon. :(
I miss not being really stressed out. :(
I miss not having to worry about anything at all. :(
I miss talking about Spongebob. :(
I miss talking English. :(
I miss having to talk English, and people understanding. :(
I miss Brunei. :(

I MISS BLOODY EVERYTHING. :'(


I don't like school, I want Hasan.