Listening to "Waltz" by Suneohair x3 One of my most wanted songs and I finally have it xD I love it... obviously.

"That's why every night I wish that that person who loved me dearly would stop crying her bitter tears..."

That quote... I wish it was true. And now that I think of it, it's making my eyes actually wet because they were bitter tears. I'm getting flashbacks of me weeping against my pillow... "Jyuuu!! Jyuuuuuu!!" Eeh... kaka said the above text to me as kaka... =/ Yes, she said that...

"Leave me with that jerk??!! ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND??!!!"

xD She really scared me that time xD The story behind that quote... I went online one day with my nick as, "Tira | Maybe I should just leave you with him (u) Let you be happy" And "him" was Asy that time xD

And there was this conversation I had with "Jyuu"... I think it was before the day he proposed xD It's left me puzzled =/

Jyuu: Tira!! I'm really sorry about what I said last night!!
Tira: Wh-What?? What did you say last night??
Jyuu: I'm really sorry!! I was too straight forward!!
Tira: J-Jyuu... Whatever it was, I don't think I got it...
Jyuu: You didn't get my message? But...
Tira: I'm really sorry, I didn't...
Jyuu: Tira??!!
Tira: I'm losing you...! We'll talk later...!

MANN... I wish I could have known what "he" said... Ish!! Fuck the connection.

Anyway, the next day... which was... 15th August, I think xD During ugama school, kaka asked me to go online at a certain time, because "Jyuu" was going to be online too xD Seriously, man, I didn't think she would lie so horribly. And that was when... the "magic" happened.

My nick was then "Tira | Jyuu-hearted"

Tira: Hi, Jyuu =]
Jyuu: Hi(Haiy), Tira!
Tira: Oh, Gosh...! I'm sorry (0.0);; My nick is so embarrassing xD
Jyuu: Oh, not at all. I think it's sweet that you think of me =]
Tira: O...Oh...
Jyuu: Tira... I have something to tell you...
Tira: Oh... well come right out =]
Jyuu: I like you.
Tira: Oh...! (^ ,^) I like you too...
Jyuu: I really like you... I really really really really really like you...
Tira: I really really like you too xD
Jyuu: Tira, will you be my girlfriend?
Tira: Of course!
Jyuu: What? S-Say that again...?
Tira: Yes, I will be your girlfriend!
Jyuu: Thank you!! Tira, I promise to treat you well!
Tira: You don't have to promise...!

Honestly... you didn't have to promise =(

I'm sorry about this post. I was depressed and I guess it always makes me feel better to think of the good times =]

Here's a song for you, my love.

Looking through closed eyelids
At a pastel patterened future
Persuing scattered codes
Pulling up facial expressions

Hey, what was it you were searching for
That was, yeah.. when was that
We met while we were fighting against gravity

It was like a waltz, mysterious
Like a whispering at the criss-crossing of sunbeams
While they spun around as if waltzing
They were expressing something

All their thoughts were beyond warm
The spit out landscape has been
Smoldering for over half a year
Bring light to the image

What was it you lost
But still it's ok
Our gravity allows us to seek the comparisons

That was like a waltz, beautiful
While listening to some muttered chirps
It was like a waltz as those two
Were expressing something

Ah, Reality is playing dumb as we repaint it in primary colors
I'll bring it closer to you
From there let's continue dancing
A waltz just for us
It was like a waltz, mysterious
Like a whispering at the criss-crossing of sunbeams
While they spun around as if waltzing
They were expressing something

- Waltz by Sunehair (Translated to English)

Arit