Accept it. Accept destiny.
Yes.
You're not loved and you can't blame it on anyone! Because a heart has its own uncontrollable mind. It's a good thought to stop me from crying and being miserable. So far it's working, I guess. But it gets harder during the times when I lay in bed and get lost in thoughts. Then I start making that face saying, "Kaka doesn't love me anymore".
But now I'm saying to that negative soul of mine (while I'm still sane), it doesn't matter. Especially when it comes to kaka, it doesn't matter. Because in my case, even she comes to "love" me again, this whole chaos is just gonna repeat. It's fucking always like that. Distance should bring us closer. That's what happened last time. I'm not saying I'm counting on it, but yeah.
And if everyone says I should ignore her for a while to attract her then... I'll count on what most people think.
Even if she doesn't come back, well we'll be better off without'er.

Either way, I'll just have to hang on.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha, everyone =]

Arit