Hellooo, worldiee!! I will now atttempt to change my life -- forever! I'm setting myself free from the slutty self-centered byotch I once called... "kaka". Eugh... It only seems gross right now. Sometimes I find myself calling her "it". =] I just changed my profile =3 No kaka-- I mean, retard there =3 I'm loving life again. Moments ago, I just chatted with "Amin", who was using her account. Amin's my ex-major-crush, by the way.

Amin: I think that your "kaka" is really hot.
Tira: Of course, you do.
Amin: Really? How do you think she's hot?
Tira: No, I mean, of course you think she's hot.
Amin: And her body's so sensitive too. I touched her lips and she goes tomato red and breathes "Ah!"
Tira: ... So like her.
Amin: Ehekz... are you jealous?
Tira: Shut up. I've nothing to be jealous about that.
Amin: Riight...
Tira: I don't wanna have anything to do with her anymore.
Amin: Does your boy-friend make you feel sexy?
Tira: No, but somehow, he makes me feel loved.
Amin: Yeahh... See ya. See me dating with your "kaka".

Oh... ffuch, man. So maybe that's not Amin. Maybe. This time last week, I couldn't stop thinking about her because I loved her so much. Now I can't get off how much I loathe her. Then I changed her contact name in my phone =] I'm starting a new life, people. That's right. Be proud, Lu See! Be proud, all of you! Objections are welcomed, of course. I don't care if this ruins my relationship with Jyuu. If it does, it just goes to show that she's devil-desperate. Stop screwing my life, Nadhirah! Hahah! Whoo! xD I can't really care what she does to me now. If I can't love her, then I'm safe. =] =] =] =] =] =] =]

Bet you've never seen so many smiles from my heart.

Thank you, everyone for your support. And sorry I didn't listen any sooner. Lu See, Rai, Renald, Aziemah, Ajeerah, armies of my heart. And most of all I'm sorry for my heart, Tira. I kept making decisions without it and it was just unfair. And in the end, I hurt it and myself as well =]

Arit =]

Don't pause... Don't stop smiling...

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