Currently having a row with kaka. She's blocked me and I assure you, it's not the first time. I'm pretty sure it's not the second or third either. Also listening to Waltz by a guy whom I forgot the name.
I went straight to ugama after leaving the secondary. Then lots of people were wearing Hasan uniform too. It's like the ugama school suddenly turned into Hasan. Then I found kaka returned from Pinoy already and she "forgot to tell" me. I swear, she's doing that on purpose. ... Or perhaps she just forgot about me.
So she kept talking to her friends and didn't greet me properly... It was like she didn't want me anymore. Completely. Then I sat next to her in the prayer room and she said uzurees were suppose to sit at the other corner. And she was pretty happy that I was going. I look at her from a distance and see she's having a really good time... If I were still to be there, I would have bothered her... I went out and cried around the school. All the primary sixes were in the prayer room and I didn't have much energy to hold my tears back so I didn't care much who saw me crying. I kept asking the teacher for the class key and using to get things as an excuse.

Excuses to go to the class:
1. There were still some people in the class. They shouldn't be there. I cried in the stairway. Went to the bathroom and stayed for at least five minutes.
2. I realised the fans in the class weren't switched off. Cried in front of the door while locking it again. Went to the bathroom.

You know what, I gotta go.
Ciao.

Arit
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