I just realised how a rejected childhood I was suffering from when I was a kid. About, before I reached secondary one-

Even in Nursery school, I was an unwanted kid, Teachers hated me, went to pinch me on my hand just for no good reason, until it got all ugly looking with different colours. In malay [Cubit] .

Anyways, okay, so I was an unwanted kid in Nursery, and I thought it would be different if I reached Kindergarten- I was wrong.
Same goes everywhere, kids used to make fun of me, and would gather in a group saying some insult at me, a used to be kid, shall and will remember for the rest of my life. As I would used to call the kids who had alot of friends who loved and respected them, "popular". This "popular" kid went and would always argue at little things with me. Okay, so I forget about my lil kindergarten stuff, I mean yeahh, It wouldn't happen again. BUT, I was still wrong-

I had always been a rejected kid, since nursery till Primary, teachers and classmates seem to always hate me, bullying and teasing me around- and what the kids would always childishly say to another friend- "ehh ehh, don't friend LuSee, she's very mean, she has a cut on her finger." OKAY- I mean, I know I had a cut on my hand, DUH? who hasn't experienced that? It's just that, it's more of a bigger scar than a minor one. What's wrong with that?

Once, I had an accident in grade four, got an operation done on my right elbow, yes, everyone may know about this, but some don't. So people may often ask what happened to my elbow, concernly. And the most hurtful thing was that, mum tried to get a holiday slip from my auntie who works in the school I used to study, which I studied before I reached secondary. Okay, so it was alright that she didn't call or anything to be concerned about why I was in absence from school, instead, she thought my mum was lying about the operation. Owh MY GAWD, what kind of Auntie could be so inconsiderate to accuse my mum of doing that? Yeahh, so mum was being real mad, and had a quarrel with her. I know some of you might be thinking the same[:

So here's another incident which happened when I was in grade five. I had one repeater in my class. And it so happened that at the same time, he was sitting quite near to me. So yeah, nothing wrong with that. UNTIL, one day, I entered this "art-box" from the television in Nicklelodeon, ASTRO, I entered one of my art, and accidentally, wrote my name, from "Tang" to "Tong". AND I saw my art on the tv the next month right after I entered, I was quite happy and shouting and telling all my family members. ALL eyes were on the tv. LOL Nothing wrong yet- OKAY, so this teacher of mine, Ckg. Mazli announced to the class that he saw my name on Tv, but he was quite confused saying why my name would be "Tong" instead of "Tang". And so, that repeater [name not mentioned] went on and on irritating and teasing me, calling me insulting nicks like "Tong Sampah." GAWd, this guy was really in big trouble, LOL everyone in school, even the teachers knew that my dad, will get real ballistic when anyone bullies his children, and would come to school, just to teach that kid a lesson of bullying his beloved children [im one of them [:O HAHA some nice dad huh? i know[: HAHAHA
YEAH, he was in big trouble when I told dad about what happened. My dad went to school one day, and lectured that repeater, AND YOU KNOW WHAT? I wasn't ever bullied ever again, and instead he was really scared of me. HAHAHA cool huh? LOL

I was a desperate kid too. Each time I talked to my friends, they would ignore me, and would either walk away with another friend or tell me I'm annoying. I also had "NO" friends, when I was in primary six, well, I do have, but they're just some. I would always stand or sit alone during break time, doing absolutely nothing, as nobody would want to accompany me. Okay, so I blame myself for being so boring, always being clueless, or out of topic. LOL that's why people would nowadays comment on how much I've changed. Okay, so each time I sent a message to my friends, out of twenty, three would only reply. See how desperate and unwanted I was? And out of three of them, two of them didn;t know who I was, and after I gave them information of who I was, the message would be unreplied. LOL they didn't even bother to save my phone numeber. GOSH- that was when I wasn't introduced to Messenger. LOL. HAHAH and you blogreaders don't have to pity me anymore, I already need all the publicity I want. HAHA






So here I am now, being sweet and friendly to everyone[: And would consult anyone from being hurt, and from getting bullied, cause I know how it felt.
Yeah, I'm all fine now, I'm in fact, the one who bullies ppl, in a nice way. LOL
Free consulting if you want, right here- Haha I can make you cry. HEH. of reminding you how sad you were. Ngehehe